Commitment..Companion

I got back home at 8 tonight...i always try to leave my office at 5 recently to continue writing proposals for the Foundation I started.
I've been writing 5 proposals so far...one was rejected but I am glad I could move forward with the other one. The rest will take time as they are such long project period from 1 to 3 years implementation.
A friend of mine often comments that I am working too hard. Am I? Let's see....:
From 9 am to at least 5 pm I am working on TNC office, during the office hours I still enjoying small chats with my boss...my colleagues. After 5 pm I will still be opening my laptop and typing proposals..concept..doing budgeting..setting up the business plan for the Foundation...setting agenda that will be instigated by my assistant. I usually go to sleep by 2 or 3 am.
Is that too much?...Let's see
I still do my shopping twice a week. I still go with my friends or my assistant to several favorite spot for eating..or even trying a new reastaurant...I still have a couple of time in a month to go visit a friend...I still could talk to my man on the telephone telling how much I miss him. I still could read books..magazine..and even cook favourite meal on the weekend. In short..I STILL HAVE MY LIFE even that I have to work at least 18 to 20 hours a day.
How is that?
It's a commitment....I know what I am doing..I know what I want to achieve....I beleive in what I am working on...and I like it. I praise my self in each good achievement I made..I cry when I failed and searching at what point I made the mistake.
I should mention also companion....First a man far away in eastern part of Indonesia, he is not an extra ordinary man...he is only a Senior High School graduation doing several small businesses in Papua..very small. But he is the only man who knows how to talk to and handle me. My family..who always believe that I am doing my best. Friends that always like my idea....And also my devoted assistant who always tries her best not to dissapoint me in everything I told her to do.
THANKS for being around me...keep support me with everything I do...it is always about helping and giving chance to someone else..it is so much plesure being useful to someone..yeas..at least one person.